What/Who Am I Going To Lose This Time?

I had a very terrible nightmare.
Nothing monster and no aliens.
It was a change of status and a tooth lost.
I was forced to sign the divorce agreement and marry someone who has been carrying a torch for me for 20 years. *scream*

This is not the first time I dreamed that I lost a tooth.

I have a book that interprets dreams.
It says that losing a tooth in dreams means you are going to lose something/someone very precious to you.
The first time, I lost my granny.
The second time, I lost my dad.
The third time, I lost my pager.
The fourth time, my boyfriend left me.
And this is the fifth time.......

and I'm still not recovering as I should....
what's wrong with my health?
recovery journey has become a snail race....
....................

I am trying not to conclude anything here....
I am trying to focus on other things and not on this...

let it pass...
let it pass quick.....